SUP HEIDI HOW YOU BEEN

in after she never posts again

tarik's gonna murder all of new england

i got sum dirty boots yeh dirty boots

got sum dirty boots baaaaaby dirty boots

lol this used to be my wallpaper

k im done

sup girl

oh right i forgot about the pics fo0dnippl3 sent me from when he put your nudes on facebook

god how much did you weigh? 200? 250?

okay, NOW i'm done

sup girl

>>37239

>>37275
wtf

>>37287
that's her faggot ogre of a boyfriend

tarik man has gone wild

>>37279
Nothing weirds me out more than the fact that you're a huge black guy watching this.

>>37290

>Onry Japenis ppr can watch gleat Japenis Animu!

You see cake, eric, and all black people, are like trannies.
They can't help that they were born as the wrong form.
You've got to learn to be accepting of the fact that society no longer dictates our actions by our caste or heritage.
If Eric claims he was born with the soul of a Japanese person, let him go on thinking that.
It's doing you no harm, and it helps him feel more comfortable about who he is.

haha, like you guys haven't seen me naked before.

also, people usually get fat when they enter rehab and get off drugs. so, i don't care that i got fat. i just went to the gym and lost the weight again anyway.

also, my boyfriend is quite the cutie. he was trying to be ugly that night because it was rocky horror fest. :)

p.s. happu birday tariku~ <3

anyway, i just wanted to post sum sloths. way to be a buzz kill.

why reopen old wounds heidi? tarik already freaks out when people mention your name in irc. it just seems silly to want to pop in to cause drama with the guy. i like sloths.

>>37298

i wasn't trying to open old wounds. i was just going to post sloths. i didn't think anyone was going to be like OH IT'S HEIDI WTFFUUUCJKCCKCKKKCKDKFKJS. but it happened.

i would like to believe that tarik could give a fuck less about me. i wish he would.

>>37294
why are you such a horrible person?

>>37294

what were you in rehab for

>>37298
If you didn't know it, that's a pug, not a sloth. If you did know it, cute macro.

>>37294
Fatty propaganda

K-ON S2
K-ON S2
FUCK YOU , CERCEN
I'M K-ON S2

COMING TO A DISNEY CHANNEL NEAR YOU

>>37294
>>37299
lol rehab. did you finally get tired of seizing from shooting speedballs? you being clean is a laughable prospect. you have the worst drug problem of anyone from wtfux ever. nothing will ever change that. and lol gym, more like you went anorexic again. or are you still in denial about that too?

you knew when you posted that anyone who knows anything about you (i.e. me) would immediately recognize you and flip out. you posted to get a reaction, from me if no one else, and you succeeded. so don't try to act surprised.

believe me, i wish i didn't give a fuck. i wish i hadn't fallen for your lies, that i hadn't ignored my instincts and my friends when they all told me not to get involved with you, that i'd never met you in the first place. but i did, and now i'm paying for it. don't try to play off your responsibility and don't act like i'm the only one to blame. you did nothing to prevent this. you made me this way and you know you get a kick out of that.

p.s. james is ugly every night.

>>37316
i'm not the only person who likes sloths. the only reponses i thought i'd get were like tradition's. whatever. i'm not trying to take the blame off me. i wasn't trying to be a dick.

by the way, i am sober and definitely not anorexic.

Dramu~

>>37317
why do you come around here?

>>37317

why were you in rehab

>>37320
people usually go into rehab when they need a feeling of forward process, even though such a feeling is ultimately illusory.

>>37317
why do you like sloths so much?

>>37320
oxycodone and booze. i also stopped eating, but that wasn't due to anorexia; i would get sick if i ate because of the drugs. early into treatment i was also diagnosed with bipolar disorder. shit was fucked.

>>37317
>>37324
when aren't you a dick? when do or have you ever shown the least bit of genuine concern for anyone else? you have never cared about anything but your own immediate self interest. i realized last year we're the same in that regard and doing so made me physically ill.

did you really need someone to tell you you were bipolar? i've been saying that for years. how can you not have noticed?

>>37324

i told you heroin was bad news~

i dunno i was on benzos + booze + weed extremely hard over the summer and i never even thought about rehab, but then again i'm just that cool.

you should go to irc, i think that would be a really swell idea

>>37294
did you ever even care about Tariks feelings?

>>37326

>>37328

why does everyone always forget about minorin

>>37327
see above. of course she didn't. not mine or any of the other guys she's played. not her grandparents. not her friends. nobody but herself.

>>37329
I've never forgotten Winorin.
>>37311
In before kyoani outdoes itself by making an "endless 12"
Oh wait, they already did with the first season. Dohohohohohohohoho!
>>37324

>i also stopped eating, but that wasn't due to anorexia; i would get sick if i ate because of the drugs.

Actually, that's a symptom of anorexia. That's why anorexic's often get hooked up to saline; their body won't process food because it's been forced to not do so for so long.
But chances are, somebody dragged you in to rehab; I sincerely doubt you woke up one day and thought "Oh I should get my life together!" because nobody does that.
And bi-polar? Give me a fucking break. Everybody is "bi-polar."
If you went this long without being diagnosed, and if you went this long without being treated, it wasn't a fucking ailment.
Anybody can talk to a doctor and make shit out of nothing and come out with a thousand prescriptions for shit they don't actually have. Even more if it's during a "vulnerable" or "confusing" time of your life.

>>37333

berserker barrage x'd

I think this thread might be a troll.

>>37333
haha, no. i chose not to eat because i would literally get sick. i hate throwing up or feeling queezy. also, because of intoxication and pure laziness, i never felt hungry.

i chose to get cleaned up. i tried to do cold turkey. it didn't work. so i got professional help, even though in my fucked up state of mind i thought that was "a bit extreme."

once i was clean i ate and ate and ate. i had no problem with food. that's why i gained so much weight.

people live their whole lives with mental illnesses and don't do anything about it. some people can't even get help because they don't have insurance. also, why don't you tell all the people of wtfux that i have no mental ailment. i bet they'll laugh hysterically. personally, i know i have a problem, because i've done some pretty stupid shit.

>>37336

>>37336

>>implying we're not sitting in wtfux laughing at your stupid shit right now

I lol'd

>>37336

>intoxication
>not hungry

wat

>>37336
Oh I didn't realize this.
I guess I should go tell the state that they should stop allowing people to receive prescriptions through welfare.
Better yet, I'll tell doctors to stop diagnosing people with shit they don't have to make money from rx companies.
And yes, anorexics LITERALLY get sick because their body LITERALLY can't process their food because they've LITERALLY retarded their body.
And yes people gain weight when processing through rehab, it's called "hopping addictions."
It has nothing to do with "being able to eat" and all to do with the person in question having extremely low self-control.

>>37340
>>37336
>>37333
>>37316
>>37294
>>37293

>>37340
people are not always eligible for welfare. even if they make barely anything.

anyway, you're not my drug sponsor. you were not monitoring me everyday as i went through recovery. so whatever point you're attempting to make is very useless.

>>37342

>>37335
I THINK SO TOO.

too bad she won't answer to anything not about her rehab. i'd like to hear what she has to say.

please excuse me but i've got to ask,

are you only being nice, because you want somethin~

>>37345
good song. isn't it thom yorke, not tom york?

if this is also meant to be a serious question, no. i had no intentions of getting into this whole bullshit until people "figured out it was me" and "got mad." but i guess it's my fault for posting at all, correct?

>>37346
yes. what's the point of posting anonymously on such an insular community ... well the point is to be discovered.

>>37345
sums heidi up perfectly.

>>37346
there really wasn't a lot to "figure out." like i said, if you somehow thought posting something that obviously identifies you in a place where most people think you're subhuman garbage wouldn't get a reaction, you are a fool.

>>37342
Don't argue shit nobody is fucking talking about. This is a direct statement to you, not some random guy. This is not about speculation. We're talking about YOU and whether or not YOU would be able to get the help.
For debilitating conditions, you are.
Or are you saying that you're a world-class felon that no state would dare be seen assisting?
Did you use a "free" clinic? If not, please explain how throwing your money away is more cost effective than health insurance?
Oh noes! I'm not you drug sponsor? I guess it's a good thing I've never been to a rehabilitation clinic, had a close encounter with somebody who had, or worked/volunteered at one.
It's a good thing I "don't know" social workers.
lol at "recovery"
You know they don't ever say somebody "recovered" because people like you are just gonna end up in there a year or less later?

>>37350
actually, the word "recovery" is used quite often.

it's been a year since i got clean. i'm in a happier place. don't think i'll be going back anytime soon. or later.

what are you trying to prove

>>37346

I dunno. For all I know, it was an innocuous thread about sloths. On the other hand, you knew that certain people would instantly know it was you posting the moment you flooded a thread with sloths. Combine that with the fact that you did it on Tarik's birthday, and you must admit, it looks rather malicious.

I don't really care either way, all of this drama shit was so done and buried 3 years ago, but it's funny to see it all come back years later after we've supposedly grown and matured into adults.

Tarik has his issues (and honestly I can't blame him), and we all know that. I'm just wondering if this was really just an innocent post or a calculated attack.

>>37358
it was fucking honestly about sloths. i didn't think anyone ever labeled me with the personality trait of LOVING SLOTHS. it's been like 2-3 years since i've posted here. and the fact that it was tarik's birthday was just a seriously horrible coincidence.

<--Accurate depiction of this thread.

i just want to say that i've grown out of this dumb shit. i don't dislike anyone. and i completely understand why every one of you would hate me. i was seriously fucked up and i'm sorry for that.

>>37362

to be honest i don't think most people hate you. i certainly don't. the consensus is you are/were pretty fucked up and evil but i don't think anyone cares enough to hate. it's really just a trivial thing that doesn't matter in the least anymore that keeps coming up constantly.

>>37364
if it doesn't matter then why does it constantly come up?

>>37365

it keeps coming up because people constantly use it to troll tarik about, which honestly is pretty fucked up but that's just how wtfux is i guess. i'd be lying if i said i never did it and i really have no room to.

>>37365
Because it was an incident involving multiple people.

Like the JFK assassination or 9/11~ Does it matter right now at this second? No it does not. Will it be brought up? Yes it will, lots of people saw those buildings shoot JFK.

>>37365
If it doesn't matter, why the fuck are you still complaining about it?
If you're "mature" why aren't you just butting out and counting your losses?
If you've "grown up" why the fuck are you still here?

>>37368
wait, who the fuck are you again?

anyway, i will just poof and disappear. because it's apparently more healthy for us to just pretend i'm not there than face actual reality.

so poof

considering you reminded me/us often enough how much you love sloths, posted them constantly, had them all over your livejournal, etc. it's kind of silly to think nobody would remember it or make the connection, particularly someone who obsessive-compulsively remembers literally everything.

i really wish i could believe you were sorry, because i think that would help me a lot, but you didn't really care to be civil about anything after our relationship fell apart for the tenth time (if you can even really consider it a "relationship." it took me a long time to realize that it had all been a lie) or show the slightest bit of empathy after what you did. i don't and can't believe you are capable of compassion enough to offer a genuine apology. i think that's the worst part of this for me.

and yeah, people just bring you up to troll me because they know how upset and crazy the mere thought of you makes me.

baby hedgehog.

>>37369
Actual reality is what Cercen said.

Well-disciplined/mature/smart criminals don't return to the scene of their crimes~

>>37369

lol

uguu~

i guess she's gone. oh well.

as wicked as you are,
you're beautiful to me~
you're the darkest burning star
you're my perfect disease~

>>37358
You bring up an interesting idea. Does this site keep us from adopting adult mindsets and responsibilities, or is it a side effect of us not adopting adult mindsets and responsibilities?

>>37379 or is being an adult just the ability to repress thoughts and develop tact?

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i feel that internet bbs are an open forum that psychologically liberates the human mind allowing ourselves to express ourselves in a non personally confrontational manner. because of this we are able to say what comes to mind without being forced to use an "adult language" filter.

furthermore in a forum such as irc we can regress our mentality to a darwinian survival of the fittest / mob mentality shunning ones that seem weaker than others. especially in developed chatrooms such as older irc channels it sometimes seems like a wolfpack.
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i'm really tired so i don't think i expressed this stuff in the most eloquent manner. so forgive me.... have more hedgehogs.

>>37380 ourselves is redundant forget i said that twice

>>37380
We are now forced to define "adulthood." I have popped the lid off of a can of worms with my ill-thought-out question.

i'm not trying to identify actual "adulthood" rather just call attention to the preconceived concept of "normal adulthood".... it varies from person to person, but as a process of growing up most of us are taught an "ideal adulthood" to work towards..... i'm losing my train of thought... i'm going to bed.

she's clearly just bored. lol at this thread.

i think ur cute wats ur aim

once again heidi trolls wtfux

>>37386
another day in the life.

I LOVE YOU HEIDI~

i hope you stay well. i mean that.

>>37346
excuse me you are all wrong it's tom york

>>37389

go kill yourself over heidi again

>>37390
Stream it

>>37390

>kill myself over heidi

LOL I AIN'T YOU SON

>>37392

in during luis pretends he DIDN'T kill himself over heidi

>>37393
i see how it is

>>37394

im sry bro

>>37395
whars the laz0r????????